I wish to be transparent with my readers about my progress and what I have left to do. Because of this, I decided to share my To Do list. I was going to do a digital rendition like the new Weekly Updates, but decided to just do one post that I can update as I complete things or add things. The list is broken up into different sections based on what there is to do. This list will be updated as frequently as possible. Please enjoy and be patient with me as I work through my backlog and future progress.
PUBLISH ON WEBSITE
WORK ON BOOKS
BLOGS TO POST
LONG-TERM GOALS
INFORMATION ABOUT READING AND REVIEWING BOOKS AS LISTED IN GOALS
I entered my book library into Libib under two different categories: My eBooks and My Physical Books. From these two categories, I plan on reading a book and leaving an in-depth review on my blog to show my readers what I read myself, and how I view the books I read. If you want to know about a specific book, feel free to let me know, and I will read that before others. The physical books are books that I will stand behind and pass down without hesitation. The eBooks are books that I either cannot get a physical book, or I only use for casual reads instead of wanting to have a physical book on hand. Please check out the link below to see if there is any books you wish to know about, and let me know in the comments. Other than that, I will go on moods.
https://www.libib.com/u/aillerois
Thank you for your continued support,
Áille Róis
This past year was messy.
It was my first year releasing a book, which meant learning the publishing process the hard way—figuring out what actually works for me, what doesn't, and where I was burning energy for no real return.
At the same time, going on disability and stepping away from traditional work changed the shape of my days. Time blurred together. My moods were inconsistent. And more often than I like to admit, I was forcing myself to write when the desire simply wasn't there.
More than anything, this year was about learning—often by doing things the wrong way first.
I learned how much work happens after the writing is done: formatting, revisions, publishing platforms, distribution decisions, marketing realities, and the constant small administrative tasks that don't look like "being an author" but absolutely are.
I also learned that my creative rhythm doesn't respond well to pressure. Treating writing like a task to be completed on command, rather than something that needs the right conditions, led to resistance instead of progress. The more I tried to force output, the harder it became to stay connected to the work itself.
By the end of the year, it became clear that this wasn't about a lack of discipline or commitment—it was about building a process that actually fits the life I'm in now, not the one I used to have.
Forcing consistency when the foundation wasn't stable didn't work.
Trying to maintain momentum by pushing through low-energy days only made the work feel heavier over time. Instead of building flow, it created friction—and that friction turned into frustration, stalled progress, and tasks quietly piling up while I was too burnt out to address them.
I also underestimated how much adjustment it would take to shift into this phase of life. Treating it like a simple change in schedule, rather than a full structural shift, led to expectations that weren't realistic or fair.
What I'm carrying forward into the new year is a clearer understanding of how I work best—and a willingness to respect it.
That means prioritizing depth over volume, and alignment over forced consistency. It means letting projects develoip at a pace that supports the work instead of exhausting the person doing it.
I'm also carrying forward the lessons from my first release: the importance of building systems that are sustainable, learning when to pause instead of push, and recognizing that progress doesn't always loo linear from the outside.
Most importantly, I'm choosing to work with the life I'm in now, rather than constantly mreasuring myself against expectations that no longer fit.
Going into the new year, I'm being more intentional about what I commit to—and what I don't.
Updates, releases, and behidn the scenes work may not follow a rigid or predictable schedule. That isn't a lack of follow-through; it's a deliberate shift toward working sustainability instead of burning out and disappearing entirely.
Working this way also means that some things will take longer than they might appear from the outside. Tasks may queue up, priorities may shift, and progress may be quieter at times—but that doesn't mean work isn't happening, or that things are being abandoned.
The goal isn't immediacy. It's follow-through that actually lasts. I'd rather move forward steadily than rush, and have to start over again.
I'm heading into the new year with a smaller set of goals, and they're intentionally quiet.
A lot of my focus will be on tending to what already exists—working through a backlog at a sustainable pace, revisiting projects that deserve more attention, and allowing space for reflection instead of constant production.
I'm also making room to read more, engage with other authors' work, and approach future projects from a place of preparations rather than urgency. Some of that work will be visible; much of it won't.
This year is less about immediate output and more about laying groundwork that supports cleareer, more intentional creative decisions going forward.
If you're here reading this, thank you. Not in a performative way, but genuinely. Your support—whether that's reading, engaging, or choosing to stick around—matters more than constant visibility ever could.
I don't take it lightly that people are willing to follow work that unfolds at a thoughtful pace rather than on demand. That patience makes it possible for me to create in a way that's honest, sustainable, and worth standing behind.
I'm moving into the new year with clarity, intention, and a quieter sense of direction—and I appreciate those who choose to walk alongside that instead of pushing for speed.
